Don’t get confused with the tag that it’s about some commercial.I am at the moment more interested in what it means literally and that brings me to the contemplation that Why ain’t anyone satisfied with his current state of affairs. Going through the newton’s first law of motion regarding inertia one should be happy in their present state of affairs and unhappy when their inertia is changed to motion or vice-versa.
Details and metaphors apart i am also going through the same phase or it has been quite a long back and lurking in the semiconcious mind. Earlier when at LIT i used to think that MBA is appropraite for me , now that i have got it (more circumstancial than real) i have my mind wondering towards the proffesional life. right now am seing myself as a misfit here, maybe because of the various external and internal factors and conflicts. Right now the heart says to leave the college while mind including the friends and family say that i should continue with my studies. But what i don’t or rather can’t say and convince them that ye dil maange more. I want something more from the life. I know that the path i wish to tread is frought with dangers but i wish to take it. Why is a man so helpless in taking entie decision on his own or am I weak and am generalising this for the others.
I don’t kow wheter it’s right or wrong for me but still in my heart and at some remote corner of my brain i wish to brea free. Ever since that i have landed here or the news of admission came i have never felt the happiness about it, unlike the other guys.Maybe i am too critical right now. Or maybe i am never satisfied with the circumstances that usually i find myself in.
I hope that everyting turns out fine and later i don’t regret any of the decisions that i eventually make.
Amen.
SHIVA-SHAKTI
